OkayOkay, this is it This is it, right. This is all and everything and nothing And all we are passes through aspects of dust andOkay
Neutrality You couldn’t hurt me more,
I bear an abyss where I am pointing, but as you are so
Painstakingly aware you removed my fingers
Be
Lo Ved Tongue curling and distortion But I am distressing over self absorption; In the process of dissolving myself in my stomach, you Tormenting boy, I should have never given you anything from me.
I am homeless, confronted with the aching silence of youth
So much for th
CannibalismMy thousand wheeled organism survives; Billions will bring me up from my knees To another’s arms untilCannibalism
Crushed once more.
Take it away from me So I can hurt none. Cook my ‘heart’ for others to eat I will have none of myself to consume This I would do,
But I have
No say over myself. No say
I am borne from the cotton; cotton flowered flame My love is wasted
This is too much to bear and I can do it no longer. I can. I will.
I am nothing.
Thus begins the ruin of manThe poppies linger at my side, Ivory upon blush, Blush upon ivory. I breathe your name to the stratosphere in aching gasps As if you were once real and loving,Thus begins the ruin of man
Yet through all I know You were consumed in shadow and will be again. And any moment shared will render itself oblivious to mine And yours. We climb the tower, countless billions in wait For salvation in mirrored countenance. Why do you look for the spirit in the dark, sweetheart And I try, I try mother to make my heart sweet I have wept more than you have viewed
While you are sleeping sound, I
Pillows and regretsYears don’t mean much now. They register borrowed time Transfixed by sunlit glass Memories flicker like vanilla clouds And when we teased and smiled I miss you more than words sometimes. Twisting marshmallow pillows, that are stained with tearsPillows and regrets
And I can’t escape you And I can’t escape you
Legs weave distressed abstracts
Laced with broken limbs My lips twitch and tighten, bubbles float and die Fingers grasp air, searching
And I can’t escape you And I can’t escape you And I can’t escape you
Outlet
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I did not turn back. I pressed on, and eventually passed over the border, beyond which lies a place that is wordless and cold, so cold that it, like mercury, burns a freezing blue flame
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